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This file was processed as: AMOS Work Bank
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This format is not currently supported by dexvert.
| Confidence | Program | Detection | Match Type | Support
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| 1%
| dexvert
| AMOS Work Bank (other/amosWorkBank)
| magic
| Unsupported |
| 1%
| dexvert
| AMOS Memory Bank (archive/amosMemoryBank)
| fallback
| Supported |
| 100%
| file
| AMOS Basic memory bank, bank number 3, length 0, type Work
| default
| |
| 99%
| file
| data
| default
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| 50%
| TrID
| AMOS Work Bank
| default
| |
| 49%
| TrID
| AMOS Memory Bank (generic)
| default
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